30 days ian-less :(

its been 5 days now without seeing ian.. he's in taiwan for a month, and honestly, im just sad about it... this has been by far the longest that we have been away from each other... dati, mahaba na yung 3 days without seeing each other... pro ngyn.. sobrang nakakinip ang oras... feeling nmen ofw na sha :) when this was announced, i thought it wasnt gonna be that hard, plus it would be a good thing since the money could jumpstart his savings... now, i just feel lonely... mahirap pla... good thing there's ym and email.. but i really miss him....... i miss all our lunches and dinners, movies, his texts... basta i just miss him :( well im just using up all of the energy in working out and dieting, para sana.. when he gets home, ill be prettier na :)

how i wish feb 4 na......... :(